I know I’ll be okay. I know that over time it’ll hurt less and I’ll be able to see why I walked away in the first place. But right now, I don’t want to be okay in time. I don’t want to feel justified for making a logical choice. Nothing feels like you. There’s nothing I can do to replace the feelings you brought to my life. And even though I know one day I’ll miss you less, I miss you a lifetime’s worth right now.
Every time my phone goes off or I get any kind of notification I want it to be you. I’m having conversations I couldn’t give a fuck less about, just to have my phone in my hands at all times. Is this really over? I mean, in all fairness maybe it should be. But I just need you right now. Please come back.